So last night me and Beast had our second visit to the sex club. This time however, we took a friend to join us. She was pretty overwhelmed. I can't blame her, it's a well established club and there was a lot of people and a lot going on.
We'd never been on a Saturday before and as it was couples night there were lots of folks just having sex with their partners - I felt a bit pressured to ask a couple if they'd have liked to join me and Beast to play, as everyone else seemed very focussed on whoever they came with - which I have to say came as a surprise to me. I probably should have expected it on couples night but I was expecting lots more foursomes and group sex than there were.
Mostly it felt like we were among friends and with good company. I met some lovely people from all over the country all with interesting stories to tell and outfits to match. Unfortunately there were some rather rude people asking if they could take photos and someone remarked to me to 'cheer up, it might never happen'. But you get bad bananas in every bunch!
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Our buddy said that she enjoyed herself. I really hope she did! I can imagine that she's very sore and worn out today but I hope she will join us perhaps sometime during the Christmas season for some more.
In terms of mine and Beast's relationship he wanted to take me so that I could watch other people enjoy going down on girls, to help me understand that it is completely normal for it to happen during regular, non pornographic sex.
And bloody hell, it does, doesn't it?! I have never seen more pussy being eaten than I have on that night. And never have I seen so many people come from oral sex. It may seem bizarre to you lovely folks, but I was completely in awe of them.
KLS
Sunday 9 August 2015
Wednesday 29 July 2015
The Diary of a New Submissive
At the weekend my relationship with Beast came to a point of no return.
I've had some experiences in my time and don't quite trust him to do certain things to me. One of the main ones is receiving oral sex, and I have big issues with anyone trying to make me feel good. A little unfortunate, when it comes to sex.
In the past we have been switch but it's been a year or so now and I still have that desire to please. I think I need it in my sex life. I am pretty determined and independent in other areas of my life but sometimes I get in too far and just need to focus on the simple task of following someone else's orders.
Concious I have only had one, which was one of the best feelings of my life.
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In the past I was pretty badly abused, and so don't trust men too much. When me and Beast were friends I had no issues at all, but as we got closer and started having sex my head wasn't letting me be who I wanted to be with him. As I've already said, it all came to a head last weekend when we were on a festival together.
Now I have to say that I lost my virginity in a tent. Overall I remember it positively, but I have scars on my sphincter and my labia from where he bit me whilst going down on me. I lost all three cherries to him but I still love anal sex. It's the oral problems that have stuck.
My panic attacks get worse if I'm hungry, I need a shower, if I'm tired or feel threatened. Being in a tent with a man who could pin me down if he wanted to and not having had any breakfast made me flip, and I have to say can't remember most of that day.
What I can remember is all the talking we did! I remember coming around, him leaning down and whispering to me.
'How are you, my pet?'
I looked at him and he smiled.
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And that was that. We spent the whole of the day talking, it was tipping it down outside and so we only really ventured out for food. We talked about everything from what I would wear when with him, to masturbation and communication over the next few months, as in September we're off to separate universities.
He's on holiday at the moment and I know he's going to read this when he gets back. I guess then we'll truly know if this is what we both want. It's going to be interesting playing whilst the folks are in the house and I feel a little trepidation about his training but I am sure that's a normal feeling for any sub to go through.
He given me instructions to blog at least once a week about how I feel about being his submissive. He's also given me mantras to say to myself morning and night. I don't know how I feel about them yet but I know he wants what is best for me and so I'm going to try and trust him.
Tops - any thoughts on training a new submissive? Bottoms - do you have any stories from underneath?
KLS
I've had some experiences in my time and don't quite trust him to do certain things to me. One of the main ones is receiving oral sex, and I have big issues with anyone trying to make me feel good. A little unfortunate, when it comes to sex.
In the past we have been switch but it's been a year or so now and I still have that desire to please. I think I need it in my sex life. I am pretty determined and independent in other areas of my life but sometimes I get in too far and just need to focus on the simple task of following someone else's orders.
I find making other people come immensely satisfying. It's a big pleasure for me, and I revel in how it makes me feel, which is great when it comes to submission. When I was younger I often fantasised about someone pinning me down and having their way with me, and I had my first orgasm during a dream with similar themes.
Concious I have only had one, which was one of the best feelings of my life.
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In the past I was pretty badly abused, and so don't trust men too much. When me and Beast were friends I had no issues at all, but as we got closer and started having sex my head wasn't letting me be who I wanted to be with him. As I've already said, it all came to a head last weekend when we were on a festival together.
Now I have to say that I lost my virginity in a tent. Overall I remember it positively, but I have scars on my sphincter and my labia from where he bit me whilst going down on me. I lost all three cherries to him but I still love anal sex. It's the oral problems that have stuck.
My panic attacks get worse if I'm hungry, I need a shower, if I'm tired or feel threatened. Being in a tent with a man who could pin me down if he wanted to and not having had any breakfast made me flip, and I have to say can't remember most of that day.
What I can remember is all the talking we did! I remember coming around, him leaning down and whispering to me.
'How are you, my pet?'
I looked at him and he smiled.
-
And that was that. We spent the whole of the day talking, it was tipping it down outside and so we only really ventured out for food. We talked about everything from what I would wear when with him, to masturbation and communication over the next few months, as in September we're off to separate universities.
He's on holiday at the moment and I know he's going to read this when he gets back. I guess then we'll truly know if this is what we both want. It's going to be interesting playing whilst the folks are in the house and I feel a little trepidation about his training but I am sure that's a normal feeling for any sub to go through.
He given me instructions to blog at least once a week about how I feel about being his submissive. He's also given me mantras to say to myself morning and night. I don't know how I feel about them yet but I know he wants what is best for me and so I'm going to try and trust him.
Tops - any thoughts on training a new submissive? Bottoms - do you have any stories from underneath?
KLS
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